Im just not finding the right things in Life these days. M searching,searching and searching some more, but guess cant find the right motivation, the right path or the right law to feed my senses. My innerself is asking for so many things but i dont know why Im bound and where m I bound. Im tied up from inside and cant release myself from it anytime soon.
I want this and that, but I dont want this and that at the the same time. Phases come and go along with life but when ur going through one u find urself miserable than anyother thing. M not miserable though, bt neither m I content. Im happy with everything that I have in my life yet I know there is something that is lacking and i long for it, I cant grab it, I cant own it but i want it. I neither know will I get it, nor I know if I can own it. M stuck somewhere in a room and I can see windows, I can see lights, I have a brain, I can think but somehow none of this is helping it. I dont wanna get hurt, I dont wanna fall off or get laid back stuck in that room, and the only thing i can trust upon right now is Allah. I need some rest, or should I say the Me inside me needs rest !

β€œSometimes I’m confused by what I think is really obvious. But what I think is really obvious obviously isn’t obvious…”
Michael Stipe

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14 thoughts on “

  1. siras says:

    Life has a habit of throwing curveballs our way, it’s up to us to make the most of them! πŸ™‚ Keep faith! πŸ™‚

  2. Uni says:

    I think one faces these thoughts on a daily basis :p.. What makes one set of thoughts obvious as a PHASE is only our inability to drown it in “other stuff”..Like see, if I am drowned in a Dan Brown book, I wouldn’t ever think about “what am I doing with my life theory”.. and if I am aimlessly wandering the verandah, I would be SURE to think on these lines.. esp if I have some free time, which i DO now.. :SKhair, the bottom line is, keh yeah this is a phase… πŸ™‚ And it can be overcome by positive things (helping out etc). If you do something worthwhile, this feeling fades.. for a while at least..Try it πŸ˜›

  3. jingoist says:

    awww!!Although I m not sure about what exactly is your sitaution… but still …I can guess a bit!The best thing to overcome this situation… start doing some work.. cuz waddey log kehtey hein khalee demagh shaitan ka =)

  4. Mevish says:

    i can understand you…abit. i dont know which future career i want. im stuck between family and friends and dont know which one to choose. like the quote tho.

  5. anonymoustwin says:

    Allah is the best to trust. we face such instances in our life. The whole “obvious being obvious and yet not really obvious”. Time is the best sorter, Healer, Explainer, and patience.. stubborn patience is the key :)..

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